Week 130- This should not be what it takes...

I am at the age now where older relatives start, well to be blunt, dying.

My cousin (more properly, my father's cousin) died on Friday and she was only 66. Holy Shit and etcetera! That's not all that much older than I am, and it scares the living hell out out of me.

She was drastically overweight, and diabetic and while that wasn't what ultimately killed her, but it sure as hell didn't help her situation, that's for damn sure.

I'm scared, I don't mind telling you.

I have to tighten up my shit and do it quick.